The R Rated Revolution

I never really wanted to change anything concerning my side of life because it's obviously insignificant - "because I'm a guy" - and it has clearly become quite mandatory from the other side to always portray me as antagonistic for the sake of those who chide. Yes, I deliberately take pride in many of my assets, whether they are virtues or vices I typically look over depending on the circumstances (because non of them really seemed to be fixed anymore which is why I don't try to make anyone happy anymore and in return let them alienate me). I have in principle broken my one promise which I accept was foolish and was the one you mostly expected would be too unrealistic too keep. I'm not using this as a scapegoat, I am simply questioning your own side and why this is such a mutual paradox, maybe it's because I really can't like a human being, maybe I don't really ever feel anything and I must with mixed feelings admit how much more proof I find everyday in the support of the ever growing unorthodox theory that there is no such thing as sustainable affection... I don't want anyone anymore and I'd rather be with someone that hates based on an ignorant assumption than someone that can't make up their mind. It amusing to see how much people have in common, I don't really know whom this is directed to, but I do know the end of this will not reach the light. It's funny how even the smallest shift can break everything and you won't even know it until one day when it's already too late.
I'm not trying to prove anything. When I did I was put down by all my "friends" and in the end I had no choice, it was even surreal , probably because I didn't know I had to be able to deal with that kind of issues. It was a completely mutual matter, the entire foundation of the Lucifer Paradox is based on the foundation that humans were given a choice and you're no different in this case than the angle that wanted all the glory, but clearly "Life's not fair" so I just should do what I'm told all the time, well I suppose it might have never occurred to any of you but I might not want to deal with your bullshit opinions, have you lecture me and then witness you in your most pitiful state and continue living tomorrow as if nothing had happened.

You all disgust me.

Legion